collected the plastic!!
hoho.. no more worrying of disapproval from the parents when i shop online (or offline) for that matter.
ebay cdjapan amazon here i come!!~
kinda relaxed week from work.
but trial balance will be out on monday;
which marks the start of two weeks of incessant work sigh.
but relaxed a little just now...
went to collect the plastic and then to my fav bookstore.
been ages since i've seen it that empty;
the japanese section was literally empty, even the manga section :)
browsed through past years papers for JLPT-
and found it actually quite ok, for the amount of work put in o.O
nice to feel accomplished for once;
after being bloody hell demoralized at work over and over again.
mini shopping trip just now;
where mini refers to time spent.. about 3 hours?
wasn't me who did shopping though, although i had a part to play in determining the amount spent haha :P
been inside two boutiques i'd never thought of going in before-
and yes my decision will be made when i get that piece of plastic;
hopefully by friday.
cya then :P
and thanks (wj, liz, jinli, hong, mandy.. did i miss anyone out?) for the $100 kinokuniya vouchers!
manga buying spree is on the agenda :)
like they say, things will go right eventually... and it kinda happened.
past week was a really trying one.
never felt so repressed, or depressed with work;
and again like they say,
stress is inflicted chiefly on yourself by yourself.
but i guess,
things sorted themselves out on friday evening.. with a long talk.
probably the first time having this kinda talk, and i appreciated it;
although i'm really bad at expressing this kind of stuff.
didn't know how to react or what to say =X
...audit is really about people relations.
lalala... lalala.
最後のメッセジー i love you
鏡の中ちょっと問いかけた 僕は何処にいるの？
浮かんでは消える夢のように 軽く記憶への kiss
何も怖くなかったあの頃 側にあなたがいた
今は落ちた花びらのように つのる胸の孤独
いつの間にか住みついていた リアルな気持ちが怖かった
重ねて想い出のカケラ 今は想ってたい 抱きしめたい君を
時は試練だけ残しい 傷つき強くなるけど
忘れはしないよ 君の痛み
そうさ 真実の僕を 気づかせてくれたのは
君の笑顔だけだったから
知らず知らず見に下したり わざとケンカしたり
そんなやり方で存在を 感じあっていたよね
いつの間にか住みついていた リアルな気持ちが怖かった
重ねた口づけの意味を 今は抱きしめたい 想ってたい君を
めぐり変わる季節の中 冷たい風がほほをかすめ
何処へ向かうのとささやいてる
そうさ 真実の僕に 気づいてくれていたのは
君の涙だけだったから
いつかまた出逢うための サヨナラを告げたくて
夜空の星たちに 手を伸ばして
やがて来る未来に 素直な自分をさらけ出そう
優しい光を信じて
時は試練だけ残しい 傷つき強くなるけど
忘れはしないよ 君の痛み
そうさ 真実の僕を 気づかせてくれたのは
君の笑顔だけだったから
君の笑顔だけだったから
- KinKi Kids (2002)
彼女は「不公平！！」を大き声で叫びたいんですが、
気づいた瞬間、
「何のため？」と思い出した。
人生は元に不公平なんだから。。。
叫ぶか叫ばないー
結局なにも変わられない。
そんな厳しいなのよ～
この世界。
そう、
なのに、彼女はまだすごく腹を立つ。
...after finishing all 24 episodes of fate stay night in about the same number of hours o.O
and now, the weekend is over :(
because blogger is being a pain in the ass and won't allow me to upload pictures. bah!
celebrated the birthday over the last week :)
got treated by the seniors to a coffee club lunch, then dinner at cartel (at my own expense) with the colleagues jean and grace last wednesday.
saturday night dinner with the manchester gang at harbourfront.
haven't seen ky since that day in the fal, and he hasn't changed abit.
got treated to desserts at this corduroy(?) cafe where i blew my one and only candle this year =D
celebrated robert's and ky's(!) birthday too, albeit 6 months late for ky haha!
sunday brunch with that someone who got me my second rement set! xiexie alots!!
set it up together in my room and now it's sitting pretty in my cupboard =D
sunday dinner with the anderson gals at dempsey road;
which is super inaccessible =X
even the cab driver who supposedly knew the way got lost.
food and ambience was okay although the minus point was they didn't let us play cards bleah.
...and one more to go this coming saturday.
thanks everyone!
really enjoyed the gatherings =)
bag shopping this weekend~
and i'm really praying i don't give in to temptation and get that five-hundred-and-fifteen-dollar wallet =\
so the october babies in the department had a small surprise party thrown for them-
and had news that they are to put up a performance for the christmas dinner in december.
.......
suddenly find myself saddled with alot of these recreation activities in the department, after sports day and the department trip, where i played more or less a key role O.O
company welcome night at zouk last night.
free flow drinks from 730pm till 11pm-
and anyone would imagine it was going to be a rave night.
...and it was, not for me the people-watcher, but the others.
people were dancing like mad along to the music which sent vibrations up the entire length of my body when i first went down to the dancefloor.
music was not bad; retro which is always good.
probably first time at a club, so no other comparisons to do =\
was more surprised at the size of zouk and almost the entire company crammed inside was no joke.
managed to find a small spot with a good view of the dancefloor for us G2s, where they danced, drank (and forced drinks down each other) and went quite high.
not quite the dancer and politely declined when alot of different people went by and asked me to dance along-
but had a good time people-watching.
music stopped at around 2230 and went back upstairs to find alot of people stoned drunk. the toilets were full, there was this fountain-like thing where people were crowded around puking or trying to puke.
was not a pretty sight though.
helped a few drunk friends, stood around and chatted with two almost-goners and a sober jean until they decided to leave and so did i.
outside was even worse.
puke was in almost every corner; people were lying or sitting around, heads in their knees, some with others watching over them, some alone.
but i guess it was effective in some way to forget unpleasant stuff aye?
so...
downed eight tequila shots and sips of some cocktails here and there coz didn't feel like drinking much but-
paled in comparison with the fellow G2s who averaged around 14-15 shots and 2 drinks each but at least were still sane enough to talk coherently and get themselves home although needed help to walk striaght.
verdict:
hate the salt on the tequila shots, saving grace was the lemon;
vodka still tastes as horrible as ever except with redbull;
and whisky still tastes the best drunk straight.
not to forget beer, the safest drink amongst the rest.
an interesting night, yes.
「やっと」じゃなく、「もう」じゃなく、また一年に無事に過ぎ去って来て、そのことだけと幸せに感じていた。
昔のそういう「バーズデイ・メッセージ」を読んでばかり。
毎年毎年同じような来年の願いや希望をちゃんと書いていたけど、もっといいところに目指したいのに、今年、結果は全く違くなりました。
多分社会人になって、性格観や人生観などをかなり変わってしまいました。
予想するのに、気付いたとき、変わるところは予想より変わってきて、まるで新人みたいんです。今あたしが以前より楽間的、社交的など。一年前に比べると、今のあたしは絶対楽しく生きているんです。
仕事は簡単に言えば、今までなんども深夜まで働いていて、楽になったんです。同僚のほうがいい人ばかり、また新人のせいで、責任感もちゃんと少なくなって、会計のいいところをギリギリ見つかれました。
「そういう生活がいい！」と言う人を憧れています。
だけど、今のあたしは同じことを言えたのに、自信満々ではない。でも少なくとも学生時代より好き、社会になんか役に立つことを感じ、それだけ満足です。
確かに、会計をする人は人間関係をよくなりだけではなく、人の別面さえが見つかれました。
せめて、あたしのことをそう思っています。
22歳に向かいのあたしへ:
人生に楽しく生きていけるようを十分です。
仕事のほうも、趣味のほうも、社交的のほうもなどなど。
よし、頑張って行こう~
＊読めば分かる人を、以上のことを他人に伝えないでください。日本語で書いたの原因があるので。申し訳ございません。＊
inocchi is getting married this month!! :D
so happy for him-
and his pretty wife too- seto aska (famous model before turning into an actress)
was reading reports of how he was crying when he broke the news to the fans on the first day of the 2007 V6 concert and the entire concert hall started cheering and congratulating him.
...and he proposed to her while she was driving. got her "stunned" and she almost lost control of the car haha!
awwww~ =P
心からおめでとう！
これからも、瀬戸さんと一緒に幸せな家庭を作りましょうよ～ =)
*
check this out:
official announcement;
and her diamond ring is 2.8 carats o.O