older and wiser.
haven't felt this way in a long time.
either i'm too naive or too matured since 18;
since my maturity level hasn't changed since then.
i don't know.
been experiencing something new the past few weeks.
not entirely unpleasant,
more of fear (of everything/anything) you can think of.
never knew i could feel such emotion.
or maybe i've let apathy rule for too long, such that everything else remains hidden in its shadow.
nevertheless,
i'm still surviving.
work's a bitch; it always has been.
even more so when promotion brings about additional responsibility atop everything else.
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i really need to go out more often.
evidence:
1) when told to meet at cathay orchard, i went to cathay cineleisure, conveniently thinking it was the only cathay :S
2) attempted to cross the overhead bridge from suntec to marina, before being told that the bridge closed long ago and there's an underpass in place :X
bleah.